Wow it's been forever since I've posted here. Quick update on my life:
My boyfriend broke up with me a year ago and is now dating someone else.
I moved to a state across the country to work in a shelter.
I've been seeing someone else since December. He's considerably older than me (mid-thirties, I'm in my mid-twenties), and we get along quite well. It's been slow but I can feel myself falling for him.
For the first time in two years, I feel in control of my life. I don't like my job that much, but I feel capable of actually working, which, sadly enough, is progress. I still don't know about a career, but I now know for sure that I want to work with people, and enjoy doing it.
I still hate girls. Still. Probably always will. I don't know how I meet all these ladies who are just nasty, but the last three months have put me in one of the worst living situations I have ever encountered. I actually screamed at two of my roommates, and I am a fairly mild-mannered and laid back person (especially now that I'm all drugged up). I honestly think it is my lot in life, to work and live alongside bitches. Thank God that I have a healthy, reasonable mom who I am close to.
And that's a wrap!